maybe not bidding you the last goodbye was a good thing.

it would make me more selfish as it will be harder to let you go.

just thinking about it makes me tear in regret.

i could hardly concentrate in class.

images of you lying there with your eyes shut keeps flashing in my mind.

i kept looking at the time,

wondering if you have arrived safely in jarkata.

just... all that kind of thoughts.

those distractions couldnt last long.