.Sunday, March 28, 2010 ' 23:07 Y
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9 more weekdays!
feel so much better after a sleep,
but the problem still lies there..
totally forgotten about good friday until geannie mentioned it.
YES! IM SO HAPPY!
but my buddy's taking leave on my last day...
nvm, i just cant wait to leave!
.Saturday, March 27, 2010 ' 23:59 Y
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i fear.. very much.
im feeling extremely depressed now.
i feel so helpless..
i wonder why.. just why must life be so unfair?
why must all these happen?
please find me a way to make these people feel better.
happy 10th anniversary.
lets share our problems and overcome the tides, together.
lets have more 10years to come, my blockhead buddy. (:
.Sunday, March 21, 2010 ' 23:59 Y
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pouring deep down..
its been a month since my big bro left for aust again.
and i misssssssssss him!
i woke up in tears after dreaming about my big bro for about 5 seconds.
i have no idea why too.
weird uh..
15 weekdays to go.
if anyone could tell,
im really slowing my pace at work.
im not putting as much effort as before.
cus my manager's pissing me off!
he never listens to me!
or does he not understand what i have said?
i have tried to be as nice as i could.
but everytime i see him,
my black face naturally appears.
leave me out of it,
i need some peace.
.Thursday, March 18, 2010 ' 23:16 Y
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memories should be happy.
why is my attachment so mundane?
its boring everyday..
造反 everyday.
when i turn on the laptop,
i will turn on my ipod too.
i think im not supposed to do it,
but if i dont i will fall asleep.
its just too quiet!
and i noticed that some of my colleagues also do the same,
but on daily basis.
music, facebook, twitter, allkpop, solitaire, soompi!
these are a must have daily.
im guessing that they know about it,
but just keep quiet~
i do my job as well okies,
so they cant say much~ heh!
yes! its finally friday tomorrow!
i need to catch up with sleep during the weekends~
16 weekdays..
.Tuesday, March 16, 2010 ' 23:49 Y
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18 weekdays.
i noticed that im always 5 minutes late for work everyday.
and cus my cubical is right beside the managers,
i have to try to sneak in to my desk everyday.
although i know i always fail to do so,
cus my sandals are just too noisy.
i have to always avoid my manager's sight.
everytime when i see him,
i feel like i will have more things to do despite the things on hand.
eeeee!
i just hate that feeling!
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.Monday, March 15, 2010 ' 22:35 Y
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3 hours of sleep..
rushed my ppt slides last night until 3+am.
and not long after i went to bed,
my phone alarm sounded.
sleeping so late might not be a bad thing afterall.
although i dozed off (daily routine),
but im not as tired as sleeping for 6hours.
interesting~
i cant believe that i spent $60 just on kitkats.
went back to yyss for awhile cus the kids are having band camp.
didnt stay for long though..
didnt even get to see the section as a whole..
haix...
.Sunday, March 14, 2010 ' 22:20 Y
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trying hard to get over it.
theory exam is so screwed.
im so pissed at myself.
argh!!
i really want the 20 weekdays to get over real quickly.
im hating it.
im freaking stressed and tired.
i think i need ice cream.
anyone wanna have some with me?
.Thursday, March 11, 2010 ' 23:57 Y
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apologetic.
headed to school library immediately after work,
but its closed already!!!!!
ARGH! wasted our time.
met up with the rest at hougang,
then randomly headed to my house to slack for awhile.
*对不起，我真的是不会招待客人..*
glad that we all met up after so long. (:
thanks! (and sorry)
it just keeps flashing in my mind..
i seriously feel extremely sorry.
im just so upset at myself.
.Tuesday, March 9, 2010 ' 22:44 Y
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我好累。。
sometimes, having the push is good.
but... not always.
im in no mood to do anything when im home.
im so tired from work although all i do is researching.
i have yet to study for sat's exam...
haix...
i cant believe that im feeling so stressed up even at home..
argh!!
this is my current feeling.
if you get what i mean..
.Monday, March 8, 2010 ' 22:42 Y
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ROAR!
im freaking tired.
im freaking stressed up.
on the other hand,
i have been tweeting cus i cant go online in the office..
maybe i could, but i just dont want to.
im in a office afterall, if you get what i mean.
.Friday, March 5, 2010 ' 23:59 Y
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praying hard; very hard.
okies, i completed my slides.
now i need to revise my 6Ps...
im hoping what im thinking will not happen though.
im filled with jealousy and envy,
but im trying very best not to compare.
its all different in a way or another.
okies, i better get back to my homework.
i really hope i can pass my exam.
just a pass would do.
and after that,
i will be seeing none of all these anymore.
.Thursday, March 4, 2010 ' 23:03 Y
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how would you react in that situation?
im very tired!
this time round, i have more researching to do.
then i have to do up a ppt slide.
im going crazy with the researching.
i cant find anything that i want at all!!!
who in the blue hell would put these type of things on the net!?
STRESS!
.Monday, March 1, 2010 ' 22:05 Y
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a start of a new month.
manager wanted me to show him what i have done last week,
but i have done nothing.
cus he said so many things about 1 thing,
so i dont really know what am i supposed to do.
i really feel like dying!!
words cant describe my feelings.
i really hope not to be doing researching for all 7 weeks.
if not its just a waste of my time & holidays.
i understand where he is coming from,
but isnt IEP all about experiencing hands on stuff?
im not going through this just to kill time!
miracles do exist?
