no words can express my gratitude.

thurdays suck.
i dread it thanks to my team.
thank you all very much for cheer me up!
LOVES!

in the best of mood! :)

im in extreme high spirits today!
although i had to wake up early and go out for awhile,
but.. my day was great!
and i did a quarter of my PP topic's history.
achievement for the day!

im going to be a nice sister for once.
im going to support my brother's fyp tomorrow!
he kind of saved my life,
cus i dont have to attend practice!
LOL.

cant wait for end of year holiday.
im so going to sign up for Service Learning!

plans that we made.

monday blues totally changed 360 degrees with the girls!
we went for an impromptu dinner together at sakae.
its never a time when we have peace.
its always laughter!
what a stress free day!
i love you, girls!

lets just hope all the things we planned for will succeed in the future.
may our dreams come true!
lol.

i think im going to fall sick sooner or later.
damn my stomach.
giving me so much problems recently.
i want to puke so that i will feel better,
but... ewww?

SNSD aka Girls Generation - Genie



Juliette - shiNEE

what a big relief.

had great fun at botanical gardens today!
it brought back loads of memories cus of some pieces.
sad to say, some unwanted ones too.
well, i had great fun!

congratulate me.
ive overcame my thoughts.
ive sent out the mail.
i clicked "send" even though some things made me waver.

hocked onto this for the time being!

i want to poke those dimples!

i killed my brain cells.
i laughed till i almost started rolling on the floor.
i video filmed for the first time.
i got my alumni t shirt.
i forgot to bring my keys.
i was starved.
i have not written my email. (im working on it)
i need someone to remind me to send the mail out cus i dont want to attend meeting on monday!

the school's weighing-cum-height measuring machine made me happy!
it made me lighter by 3kg and my height remains.
i think the machine is trying to comfort me.
LOL.

i decided to typed out the encounter. lol.
i was at the bus stop waiting for a bus
and there was a dummy nokia phone on the seats at the bus stop.
just nice its beside me,
so an uncle thought that it was mine
and he was kind enough to tell me.
after telling him that it is not mine,
he came back down the stairs to take the dummy phone.
and he was trying to get it started on his way back.
classic.
it didnt cross my mind to tell him that its just a dummy phone.
LOL.

hey boy.

dont want to mention anything about UT.
dont want to do RJ.
dont want to do piano homework.
im just being defiant.

keeping it is the only way.

tears in my eyes.

i had a bad and rough day.
im tired.
i dont feel like studying for ut.
and i wont put any hopes for anything anymore.
hate it when i stared at the 6Ps in tears.

i dont care, seriously.
why must i always give in?
and i dont owe you any explanations.
screw you!

is there something wrong with blogger?
or issit only mine?

they were left unspoken.

something is bothering me now and i have no idea what it is.
i think its friday's ut.

i think im just going for half a practice tomorrow.
i need to study.
this ut is my only hope although i dont have much confidence.

let's meet up soon.
im going mad.

freedom will come soon enough.

failing is a learning process.
never let those obstacles affect your life.
it isnt worth it.
live your life happily!

although i dont know much,
but bear in mind.
im only a phone call away.

why like that one..

i regretted, i really did.
i want to do well, but i know nuts.

=(

im in need of self discipline.

i think it would be a great idea to turn off the internet on weekends.
i need to concentrate on studying.
i feel guilty for not studying today.
i feel like studying now, at this moment.
i hope i dont die tomorrow while studying.
and the best thing is i dont know what problems to study.

what is it like to live in a rural environment?
rearing cows and pigs are not what i have in mind though,
but it must be less stressful comparing to the fast paced city.
i want to go traveling!
i need a place where the pace is slower.

im watching the repeat telecast of vitamin now.

well, oh well.

yesterday didnt turn out to be as bad as i thought,
but it wasnt that great too.

UT was awesome chui-ness.
i skipped those tree diagram questions can carry on with the others first
and i realised that i have skipped half of the test.
i really didnt know what the questions are asking for.
is my english or understanding that bad?

hoping for a better day.

bad day yesterday.
almost everything went bad for me.
but i still managed to survive.
and my mp3 died on me.
now i have no source of entertainment when i travel.
i think i can die man..
anyway, ipod! here i come!

i studied for OP UT2.
hope i do much better than UT1.
i really need all the luck i can get.

cant the heart just sync its thoughts with the mind?

im going to chiong for OP ut tomorrow.
im going home immediately after school, find a corner and study.
no tv programs tomorrow.
i have enough of it although i didnt studied much today.

after all those psycho-ing, i was left in deep thoughts.
i dont know what to do anymore..

thanks for putting a smile on my face, making my day.

& i happened to chance upon this.
cute!

thanks very much, i love you.

its getting no better.
i learnt my lesson, i wont do that type of questions anymore.
i really need to go all out.
i need to pull up my grades.
its getting nowhere.



(hope the lyrics is correct. i just pluck from somewhere.)

what do you know
do you know love if you turn around like that
is it over, does it work like the way you wish too
if love is so easy, if farewells are so easy
then grab someone else
why do you make me love you

women are like that
if they love, they become stupid
even if they know and become deceived they wash their scars with tears
men dont know
they'll never know even if they die
a woman's heart that only sees one person

you promised that you'll protect me
is it not like that anymore? love changes? how does that work really.
i loved you, i gave you every but im left with tears
you dont know love, you wont know love even if you die

women are like that
if they love, they become stupid
even if they know and become deceived they wash their scars with tears
men dont know
they'll never know even if they die
a woman's heart that only sees one person

women are like that
if they love, they become stupid
even if they know and become deceived they wash their scars with tears
men dont know
they'll never know even if they die
a woman's heart that only sees one person

my feelings that feel as if i'll die without you

oh my girl..

UT is crap,
brings nothing but stress.
见果鬼还不怕黑。
UT1 is seriously buang for ALL modules.
so im studying hard for UT2.
hope tomorrow's UT turn out fine cus i did study.
lets work hard and chiong!

i finally understood somethings,
making my own assumptions with calculations correct.
that's the outcome of not paying attention in class.
and really need to thank chelsea and fatty patty!
thank you very much for always helping me!
I LOVE YOU BOTH VERY MUCH!
*treat you both to bubble tea!*

i cannot believe im going to sentosa on saturday when i have UT on monday.
bring my laptop or print out my 6Ps? lol.
what the hell was i thinking?

im buying both albums!
so excited! :D

time is passing way too fast.

i studied, i really did!
but as usual, there were loads of parts where i seriously dont understand.
i can't bring myself to pay attention to 6Ps/third meetings too cus they are way too boring.
listening to the same thing over and over again for 5 times is madness.
PBL doesnt really work well for SEG.
or is it just me?

another 6 more weeks and i will be in year 2; sem 2.
its freaking fast.
in another 1 1/2 years, i will be somewhere out there studying in a uni. (i hope)
its freaking fast.
and to think that i still wanted weekends to come fast so i can have a break.
lets just face reality and get back on our feet!
strive hard and pull me together along the way.


UT! UT! UT! UT! UT! UT!
PP! PP! PP! PP! PP! PP!
they suck; big time.

i saw stars in their eyes.

crap.
im going to make sure i at least read through my stuff before sleeping tonight.
i must do well for UT2!
or i will be in deep shit.

wonderful night with the girls yesterday.
all those laughter really made my week!
let's gather more often! ♥

heh! the full drama/mv (whatever you call it) is out!
enjoy!







can't wait for their album to be out in sg!
and stop downloading stuff for now.
unless you can afford $10,000/song (i think).

let it snow.

i just feel like blogging now.
although i still have not touched my RJ and quiz.

E44C is actually not a bad class.
people work hard (except for me) and are kind; very.
maybe its just one or two ah tiongs who pisses people off.
but overall the class is still filled with kind and nice people!
i seriously dont know why am i praising my class. LOL.

its friday tomorrow!
and im going out!
so excited cus im going to hunt for CD!

walking in the rain.

a day filled with many emotions.

i was so hardworking today.
i completed my piano homework before i went.
i studied till P02 for my coming UT, but apparently i studied the wrong problems.
i think UT is from P06 to P10.
miraculously, im in the mood to study today.
i almost started on my PP.

my brother called back from australia and he talked me!
he indirectly said that he missed me. wahahaha!
although he kept suan-ing me, but his call made my day.
but freaking band stuff have to spoil my day.
i seriously have no mood cus of them.
its that bad until i really feel like leaving for good.
and i seriously think i will.
im going to think of every reason i can to leave.
support me okies!

sweet and cold things helps to cheer people up.
i think i need a hell load of those.

kokoro, yes!

mondays are crap for me.
never in the mood to study.

and i msn-ed with my brother!

argh!

my parents -speechless.
typing details would just make me go mad even more.
so in conclusion, i hate people buzzing at my ear repeating the same thing nonstop.

on a happier note, samsung ultra touch caught my eyes!
but reviews donesnt seemed good.
i also dont think i will be changing my crappy phone anytime soon.

i miss my brother!

we all avoided it; it was hard.

bon voyage to my brother!
im strong, i didnt cry!
its cus my stomach is giving me problem.
but now i know that my brother has got hot (male) friends! LOL.
oh well. i will get used to it. its just 6 months more till he comes back.
next up would be me; 2 more years.

without him around, my parents are getting on my nerves even more!
normally its nicely spread among us. LOL.

one of SNSD'S song.
enjoy~

im bored and i want to blog.

its finally saturday.
in a few more hours, my brother's going to fly to Australia and only coming back during his holiday.
arghhhhh!
and apparently the two guys are still playing games now.

hope i can crawl out of bed for piano lesson later.
im tired, but i dont feel like sleeping.
it weird, but its true.
the mood is not there.
or is it cus im hungry?

i seriously cant believe im worrying for my untouched PP now; at this weeee hour.
i think im just going mad.

count down.

i decided not to skip piano tomorrow so that i wont sleep till 1+pm.
really troublesome to keep postponing my lessons.

please remind me that i will be off studying overseas one day.
please remind me to get my license when i turn 18.

oh yah. i have been hooked onto this song today.
enjoy! :)

sally and molly.

what a day.
today was filled with many ups and down.
but thinking back, i think i forgive that uncle.
and i really hope Edwin is fine or i will kill him for causing me to get LOA for a week.

there are too many "first" today.
i got my first F for my daily grade.
i finished my work before 10pm for the first time.
i did a good deed and ended up getting scolded for the first time.

blasting music wasnt a solution.

first day of July.

shopping with the guys.
i wasnt in the mood to shop and i didnt see anything i liked.
my brothers starved me, but they were starving too. LOL.
dinnered at Waraku. not bad cus big bro treated!
its been long sine we went out together.
and the next time would be in december.
argh!


the swine went oink.