and i feel like skipping piano lesson on saturday,
but exam's in march!
so should i?
.Tuesday, December 29, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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chocolates!
i need to hit the notes this week.
nothing is studied at all!
please dont ask me to go out,
i need to study!
myopia...
got my eyes checked,
my degree has increased by 0.25!
omg..
less videos from now onwards!
i ate chocolates today!
weeeeee~
bought mini snickers before leaving ttsh.
gayo daejun!
i wanna watch all 3 channel's!
.Monday, December 28, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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first times.
BBQ-ed at yyss.
unglams are on their way to fb.
and some alumni made popcorn!
weeeeeeets!
went to play lan with the kids after that.
my first time playing lan!
i spent $2 getting killed by them till time's up.
they dont give chances!! -.-
but i still love them loads!
.Sunday, December 27, 2009 ' 23:57 Y
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Passione IV!
it was great!
egan, you never fail to make me proud of you!
i ♥ you always!!
fun and enjoyment is what you get,
especially with the kids.
woooooots!
♥ them loads!
everything was fun except for the sai gang.
i had my share of fun when there's nothing to do.
too tired to elaborate,
but the concert was great!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
unglams are on its way.
catch it on fb!
and i owe alot of people things,
so please do not remind me.
photo of the day!
i stole the primary school kid's props for awhile.
a cow took this picture, so dont mind the blur-ness.
.Friday, December 25, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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Merry Christmas!
there's no christmas mood.
after spending a white christmas last year,
i feel that christmas should be white with snow.
SG really have no christmas mood.
argh!
i want to spend a white christmas yearly!!
im still red and peeling,
but im will be out the next 2 days.
eeeee!
ottokaji?!
.Thursday, December 24, 2009 ' 23:49 Y
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on the eve of christmas..
missed my doctor's appointment,
so i was spared from blood test on christmas eve.
but i will still have to do it the next appointment.
argh!
i hate hospitals.
the feeling just sucks.
hope grandma gets well soon.
the needle in her hand just turns me off.
eww!
.Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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hiding at home.
i had to cancel all my plans for today.
my arms are just hurting way too much.
hard to raise my hands up straight,
hard to change clothes,
its still red after 2 days!
my bro whacked me on the part where it hurts the most!
i almost killed him for that.
it hurts worse than a bruise!
i guess i will stay at home for the next few days.
McDelivery for dinner,
cus mum was at the hospital with grandma.
my 2 piggy brothers decided on it,
so big bro paid cus he can "swipe"!
i offered to pay, but he wanted to pay.
so forget it.
and extremely sorry to HUIXIAN and YIMEI!
i really didnt want to go out.
i will make it up next time!
promise!
.Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ' 23:51 Y
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no more tanning ever!
i feel like im living in hell now.
im freaking in a bad mood cus of my sun burnt.
it hurts so much!!!!!!!
i really feel like dying.
and of all times,
my left hand has to ache now.
i hope its not like "first degree burnt" or whatsoever.
cus its still freaking hot, red and painful!!
i even told my bro i wanted to cut off my bra strap.
ARGHHH!
its just hurts freaking badly!!!!!!!!
sleeping to forget the pain doesnt works.
sleep on my back for the whole time is a killer.
.Monday, December 21, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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weeeeeeeets!
sentosa-ed with YYCB.
was late as usual,
but sentosa is really freaking far from my place.
stupid game master job!
made me run all over sentosa with the kids!
im old and couldnt catch up with them,
i had to keep telling them to slow down for me!
dont want to admit old also cannot.
i wanted to tan off my arms,
cus there's 2 colours thanks to sec sch times.
but instead, im RED!
arms, hands, legs, feet. face and lips!
freaking red!
and it hurts so badly!!!
.Sunday, December 20, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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it will shine.
please!
please dont rain at sentosa tomorrow!
i need some tanning~
im going to start studying from tomorrow.
hope i can find the time.
hope i dont get distracted by yt~
FTI's fanmeet tickets on sale starting today!
but im quite a practical person.
and UT3 is near that period too.
yt is there for a reason~
heh heh!
.Friday, December 18, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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im dreaming of a white christmas.
town-ed with mummy!
she brought me to somewhere i never went before.
then after doing some things,
we went to shop for abit.
it was freaking crowded.
then went to amk hub's MOF for ice cream~
SHIOK!
my mummy's evil!
we went to ntuc and there were 2 free cashiers.
1 auntie and 1 cute young guy.
and mummy went to the auntie.
ARGH!
and this reminds me to chelsea.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
a secret between us~
.Thursday, December 17, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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it never ends...
its been long since i went back.
really missed that kind of feeling.
those 6 aircons at 17 degree celsius..
i think i "冷到",
cus im still feeling cold.
it was nice being back there,
but problems never fail to arouse.
i heard quite a few,
and the best thing is i was left to solve it.
why do i always have to be the bad guy?!
mummy's bringing me out tomorrow.
i have no idea where and for what.
but she changed from morning to afternoon!
so it means i get to sleep longer~
im enjoy this week,
cus i plan to study next week onwards.
.Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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10 days to Christmas!
holidays~
but i couldnt sleep in,
mummy always wakes me at 12noon.
im aching everywhere too!
things to do during this holiday:
- eat
- sleep
- slack
- study for UT2
.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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orange!
reformatted my laptop. thank god IT helpdesk people are smart. they kept my D drive which was extremely important to me. woooots! damn the stupid school things, also dont know how it got virus. made me do nothing for about 2+ hours in class.
the 2 direction idiots went town together! at least we reached home safely. we wondered around, bought my ipod, ate dinner and wondered around more. thankiu you very much! ♥♥♥♥
.Friday, December 11, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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hyperventilating.
i still cant really get over yesterday.. oh well. LOL!
i feel bad for ps-ing. i was seriously too tired to go teach. i couldnt even get up! argh!
dinnered with the girls! traveling to town was seriously damn drama. i think we were just too tired. everyone was tired. and its freaking crowded in town. lightings were... okies lah.
commitment. just because i was once committed to the max, doesnt mean i am now. i hate commitments. stop making use of me, i dont give a damn about it. all these changed my mind about returning, like how it was in the past. im sorry, but what's in the past is the past. face reality, people do change. im tired of all those crap. get a life.
.Thursday, December 10, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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hot, cute and sexy!
woooooots! went to the airport to see FTI, but got to see TMax and mario also. FTI boys were DAMN cute! TMax were tall! mario looks quite cute too! all of them: total hot-ness! omg. hyperventilation! i couldnt believe i would do such things. just going there to experience the feeling. its an experience i will never forget!
thank god SG-reans were well behaved. no matter how loud the screams, how high they climb on the barriers, they protected their reputation!
a whole day of activities. school, fun, joy, laughter, craps. you name it, i got it. im so tired! age is catching up...
it wasnt fate. it was purely coincidental. but it was also embarrassing.
.Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ' 22:27 Y
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FT ISLAND! ♥♥♥♥♥
modem spoilt recently. telephone line and internet gone for a few days. so had to rely on my auntie's vodafone. but its fine now! weeeeeeeeeeeeeets!
FTI is arriving SG tomorrow night! should i go to the airport? so many people are tempting me to go! but they are holding a fanmeet next year. so even if i missed this time, i guess i wont feel that bad.
i was in an extremely bad mood recently. but only at home. school was extremely enjoyable thanks to them! and my sennheiser earphone is spoilt! damn it!
我能问你一件事吗? 你怎么长得那么帅?!
.Sunday, December 6, 2009 ' 23:43 Y
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he's finally back! ♥
i finally have one more person to disturb! wooooots! but only for 3 to 4 months. ): being the only girl among siblings is great at times. or is it that my brother is just slow? i was the first in line to get my presents! i was the first to choose things! heh heh~ and they didnt complain~ wooooooots!
almost died today. stomach hurts like nobody's business. tried to nap to forget about the pain, but kind of failed. now my stomach is feeling weird. not gastric/stomach flu please!
ultimately, you still want me to follow the path you created for me.
.Saturday, December 5, 2009 ' 21:47 Y
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numbed.
i really hate doing solo things. countless of "you can do it" to myself was useless. my thumb is still numb from the writings. i almost cried, didnt expect those questions. blame myself for not being prepared. and i was sandwiched between 2 confident speakers. it was totally hell for me. just super depressed, didnt even had the mood to tell anyone about it immediately. but the long stroll alone by the rain helped slightly.
its over, so move on! next up UT2. going to bury myself with 6Ps tonight. & UT1 grades are not even out yet. -.-
tomorrow night! faster come back!
i told you it was alright, but it wasnt at all.
.Friday, December 4, 2009 ' 22:36 Y
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FTI craze! ♥
the constructions never fail to irritate me. damn the constructions! its my off day today and i couldnt sleep in peace! and those bad dreams too. always come to me whenever i got time to sleep in. but i still woke up only at 12pm.
preparing for tomorrow's presentation. notes are like a pile of crap. so is whatever that is in my head. hope i can pull through tomorrow. good thing there's no piano lesson and alumni practice, but i need to study for UT2. argh! crap.
time to hunt for a new MP3. totally used up. i even deleted my english and chinese files! full of korean songs. best.
although this was last year's, but its keeping my day positive and happy! SHINee (romantic) and FT Island (the cool vs the pretty)
.Thursday, December 3, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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swings; mood!
so tired! i couldnt even concentrate on anything. start of the day tired already, but PS sucked all of my energy and brain juice.
mummy helped me print my poster, but there are some problems. i was so pissed off about it. mummy didnt even dare talk to me, only coaxing me to reprint tomorrow after awhile. im not going to waste time and money reprinting it, so im just going to leave it. HECK, cus mummy took the trouble to go print it.
im going to memorize my report tomorrow. im going to study for UT tomorrow. hopefully.
.Wednesday, December 2, 2009 ' 22:13 Y
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FTI!
im so tempted! i feel like going for seoul-down concert. eeeeee!
TIRED! i couldnt focus on anything at all. to make things worse, IT MODULE. i just want to sleep! faci hit me out of excitement. -.- and i got smacked in the head by neelam. argh!
weekends are going to be hectic. PP presentation on 5th, UT2 on 8th and not revised at all. i have to chiong on sunday and monday!
im worried. i just needed some comforting words to leave me at ease.
.Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ' 22:32 Y
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24 days more..
mooooooody! tireddddddd! i... dont know!
filled with embarrassment! im really fine with all those. but even if you are doing so, please dont do it so obviously. just now was just so...direct. my mind just went blank with those actions, i didnt know how to respond or react. whatever it is, im not blaming anyone. i just dont want misunderstandings to occur.
the day's going to end with cramps thanks to milk!
im leaving this at the back of my head, where i'll hardly able to retrieve it.
