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.Monday, November 30, 2009 ' 22:57 Y
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facing whatever it is.

harsh words.
harsh actions.
i didnt know what exactly happened,
so im not in any position to speak.
maybe this is just reality?
so face it.

even if its tough,
survival is the only word.
and i will!
i have stocked up my "will power booster" pills!



photo of the day!
*i REALLY need to stick to my diet badly*





.Sunday, November 29, 2009 ' 22:54 Y
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olah~

after a long weekend,
i thought it was holidays.
eeeee!
2 more weeks!
im already in the holiday mood!

mummy was so excited just now.
she suddenly asked if my brother and i were attached.
she's worried she need to do matchmaking.
then all her imaginations went running wild.
madness.
-.-

i found myself smiling whenever i look at my wallpaper..
and whenever i see youngsaeng's hot pictures!





.Saturday, November 28, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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smiling eyes are ♥!

slept at 4+am..
i guess it was worth it.
i completed 80% of my poster!
maybe i can complete it in a few hours time?
provided i have the mood to do.
which high possibility of not.

i wanted to post a picture of a hottie,
but im too lazy to do so.
so maybe next time~

tons of excuses..





.Friday, November 27, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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without words.

i want to watch the stars by my window,
but its been raining everyday.
so much so that i dont even bother trying.

thursday, friday, saturday, sunday..
long break!
i just want to sleep away,
but my poster...
my concentration level at night is better.
its like the best.
everything MUST be completed by tomorrow,
so i can get it printed early next week.

im hungry,
but my poster makes me hungrier.
im doing on fooooooooooood!





.Thursday, November 26, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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thought.

woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
was just moody and didnt feel like talking.
it isnt a crime anyway.
and i hate the thursday at the end of every month.

dinner out with family.
crapped with brother~
"now then i know that you are so lame/funny.",
he said to me.
the difference whoever im with..
interesting..

i got to stop forgetting my drugs.





.Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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twinkle little star.

restless.
so tired that i just switched off today.
but when the 5 of us are together,
fun is all we get!
we even stood outside the class to eat cake
when meeting 3 started.
heh heh!
i thought im able to sleep in tomorrow,
but no.
i got loads of things to complete!
but good thing that i have a longer break!
weeeee~~

thank you very the much zoe, pat and eugene!
they damn sweet can!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
girls night out!
first time dinner-ing at 4+pm.
eat, drink (coffee), talked, crapped!
we will definitely keep in contact after you both graduate!
i promise you both the taiwan trip in 2011!

chom chom chom.
..





.Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ' 23:46 Y
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confession of a dirty secret.

please!
someone,
please motivate me to do my PP poster!
i have not started a single bit at all.
presentation's next saturday!!

no, no...
cus i said no.
i kept my ears opened,
but i listened to what i like.

right from the very beginning,
my wishing tree didnt work.





.Sunday, November 22, 2009 ' 23:51 Y
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rainbow connection.

its been raining everyday!
i hate it!
just so freaking cold.
and the rainbows are nowhere to be found.

tomorrow is monday.
eeeeeeee!
why wont george change our teams?!
irritating.

just 2 more weeks!





.Saturday, November 21, 2009 ' 23:44 Y
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glad yet sad.

piano lesson is...
irritating when im pressed for time.
i stayed there for hours doing theory.
write till my hand hurts.

its been long since i saw them...
and him.
i was glad that he is fighting the battle well,
but it pains me to see him like this.
so skinny and weak..
struggling to play well..
eating painkillers regularly..
wanting to join in with the rest..
not wanting to be treated specially..
argh!
i fought back those tears.
i had no choice but to keep a distance,
cus of my idiotic flu.
i was afraid you might catch it.
please forgive me.

will you hear me out?





.Friday, November 20, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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you're beautiful.

so freaking tired.
thanks to whatever i say and do,
the 3 girls deemed that im not fully awake.
but i had the same thoughts as them too.
i think after today,
they will never let me do the layout anymore.

im the curse,
but its "the sisters curse"!

embarrassing!
i swear i didnt mean anything!
i was just trying to get my focus.

why am i even trying to explain?





. ' 00:51 Y
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saengil chukkahamnida~
THANK YOU!


zhenling, amanda, angeline, samantha,
hongzhen, goro, neelam, george!
thank you very much!
enjoyed although my clothes and hair reeks of cheesecake!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

happy belated birthday to jian ting and qiao wei too! (:
the 19 nov babies~

you and i..
we both know right?





.Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ' 22:41 Y
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tell me how?

i feel... sucky.
distribution UT was supposed to be fine,
but i didnt have time to finish the last 5 questions!
they were freaking easy!
like practically "give away" marks!
ARGH!
what was i doing?!?!?!?

OP2 UT tomorrow!
i have not started studying.
i predict that it will be a total disaster.
i totally lost hope for OP2.

why is that so?
its a dumb question, yet not...
but tell me why!
it was so embarrassing!





.Monday, November 16, 2009 ' 22:29 Y
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honey stars!

im supposed to be studying,
but i seriously have no mood to study.
wish me luck for UT on tuesday and wednesday.

im so bored today.
i entertained myself by msn-ing chelsea,
but she hardly replied me.
so i had my own way of entertaining myself,
yet irritating her.

im proud of myself,
yet not.
i shed 1kg within around 2 weeks?
yay!
but i think i gained it back all within a day.
grrrrrrrr!
im going to continue to diet~

your eyes..
your smile..
mesmerizing..





.Sunday, November 15, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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6th december!

woots!
talked to my brother on the phone today.
so nice of him to ask if i want anything,
but i dont think he will get what i want.
whatever,
i just want him back asap!

study and studying again.
wait till wednesday; 5.15pm,
it will be "studied" then.

i miss....





.Saturday, November 14, 2009 ' 23:12 Y
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baby, all night long.

im sooooooo tired!
piano lesson starts at 11.30am,
but i woke up at 11am.

study and studying,
but not studied.
im super in the mood to study today!
weeee~
but i had to skip practice to study. ):

no appetite today.
hope its not the consequence of walking under the rain.

im really not looking forward to it,
like seriously.





.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 23:54 Y
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take my side, please?

UT yesterday = confirm fail.
and my brother was so fascinated with my webcam functions.
he kept playing with it.
but we were having loads of laughter!
all those dumb pictures!

second time in the car when accident strikes.
mummy's fault!
never look before filtering.
and i was almost late for school.

rumors spreading like fire.
madness!
no one's on my side too!
eeee!
im going mad!

"if we continue to say, you might really fall for him.", she said.
but it wont come true.





.Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ' 23:04 Y
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im only human.

im tired.
im frustrated.
im so going to fail tomorrow's UT.
i cant concentrate studying.
i hate IT,
i really do!

i need motivation badly!
i just cant seem to motivate myself.
im procrastinating once again.
this is bad.





.Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ' 22:56 Y
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listen to my heartbeat.

eee!
im so dead.
i cant concentrate studying IT.
UT's on thursday!
ARGH!

bro's over at his friend's place,
not coming home tonight.
although i have peace,
i have no one to disturb today.
eeeee!
wherever he is,
i expect my honey stars from him tomorrow!





.Monday, November 9, 2009 ' 22:55 Y
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just not it anymore.

mondays are not a nice anymore.
they were really too much.
they are just insensitive, self centred bitches.
there wasnt a need to make such a big fuss.
i was pissed and didnt want to make things bad,
so i just entertained.
yet you treated me for a fool.
wtf.
true colours are being revealed now.
i thought you were different,
but i was wrong.
you made me stereotype your kind of people.

my super good mood was spoilt.
fuck.








.Sunday, November 8, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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bad girl.

i didnt studied as planned for the day.
IT is just freaking boring.
6Ps are freaking wordy.
it just makes you sleep while studying.
im still stuck at P1.

i realised that i only diet on weekdays.
although i still eat like nobody's business on weekends,
but i control slightly.
and my 6 small packaging of cereals are gone!
i only ate one and my bro finished the rest.
he eats them by combining 2 type together!
he said he will return me by buying the big packaging ones.
he better do!
honey stars!!

dont admire.
aspire!





.Saturday, November 7, 2009 ' 23:45 Y
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extremely vexed.

everything bad that can happen happened.
so look at the "other side" for explanation.
please forgive me.
that's all i can ask for.

i gotten my new adaptor,
but it leaks electricity.
this sucks.

i hate mood swings.
i had extremes today.
it started off real bad thanks to my bro.
argh!

im...
just feeling vexed to the max.
i hate this feeling.


nothing could be "better" than this.
this i swear.





.Friday, November 6, 2009 ' 23:08 Y
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why?

diet was...
quite a success for today?
fruits, a plain waffle and water!
heh heh!

why must things be like this?
although i have made up my mind,
but im feeling bad on the inside.
its really the "perfect" time man.
"perfect" time for everything to happen.


i was crazy about you.





.Thursday, November 5, 2009 ' 22:46 Y
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once again..

fruits, fruits, fruits!
im officially going on a diet!
support me okies?

i was studying for the next UT.
its IT.
damn it!
i couldnt even finish studying 1 full problem.
im just halfway through the first problem.
eeeeeee!





.Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ' 23:59 Y
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only one day.

i hate IT module.
i practically did nothing but ppt.
so sorry, geannie, michelle and JK!

my laptop almost died on me.
it almost put my bag on fire.
madness.
it was supposed to hibernate,
but somehow it didnt.
it was running for 2 hours and freaking hot;
almost overheated.

tomorrow!
im going to study for whatever the next UT is.
im going to work on my poster.
im going to jog. (hopefully)

impossible.
im possible!





.Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ' 23:30 Y
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HEO YOUNG SAENG!


wooooh!
my darling's birthday today!
so happy!

geannie told me to buy a cake and celebrate
in front of my laptop. (his on my wallpaper)
then michelle had to add on saying that
she would bring me to IMH if i do that.

thanks to michelle, peiwen and geannie,
i think that guy next door might think wrongly.
eveytime we see him,
someone among the 3 will have to tell me.
natual reaction: turn and look.
and we would be laughing like mad after that.
he doesnt look like my darling!
the 3 of them are driving me mad!

its high time i post some pictures,
so here!
photos of my darling and his birthday celebration!


his birthday cakes!

the birthday boy!

my darling in his party hat!

he and his "brothers"! - SS501

*credits are on the photos itself.*





.Monday, November 2, 2009 ' 22:40 Y
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vanvannvannn!

michelle never fails to disturb me in class.
she and "the guy next door who looks like youngsaeng".
dont even look like at all!

met yimei in the busssssssssss!
and we saw a cutie!
big eyes, good looking, tall, dress well, etc...
i cant really remember his features now,
but i remember is his big eyes.

and i seriously hate pick hours.
SG-reans...
although im one, but seriously!
so inconsiderate!
testing my patience only!
vulgarities almost slip off my lips.
he was the one causing the cramp up front.
so what if you are listening to songs?
are you just that thick skinned to not feel anything?
pray hard you dont see me again,
or i will make sure you fall flat in the crowded bus!
idiotic ass!





.Sunday, November 1, 2009 ' 23:25 Y
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November!

a month nearer to christmas!

not a good time to fall sick now.
UT starting tomorrow,
4 papers dragged across 3 freaking weeks.
PP presentation is nearing,
poster not touched on.
hols in 6 weeks time,
i plan to rot at home all day long.

i freaking missed inkigayo today!
dumb connection!
i tried to connect for an hour and was only able to connect after it ended.
best.

lets just..
forget about it.





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songs for the night.

Happy Halloween!
thank god i stayed at home the whole day,
blasting SS501's song.
*i wish i can bring you back again~*
i hate mascots and stuff like that.
worse still,
people dressing up to scare others?
eww!

study, study, study!
i studied along side flu!
okies, maybe not study,
but i made notes for all 4 problems!
and i also watched music core, WGM and infinity challenge!


it will be november tomorrow..