wtf!

the saddest thing that can ever happen,
happened to me.
a whole folder permanently deleted by accident.
now i have no more photos in my laptop.
i have lost every single photo,
even important ones.

what was i doing man..
i could just kill myself totally.
why didnt i transferred it to my hard disk?
ARGH!
im seriously feeling extremely... shitty.

please tell me a way to retrieve it.
dont tell me to check my "recycle bin".
cus its not there.