WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?!

i managed to drag myself out of the house.
irritatingly hot weather.
and why do i felt like the kids were rebelling?!
everyone was so restless.
no one listened to me at all.
they all drove me insane!
ARRGHHH!

maybe i have been avoiding this topic.
but the more you come to me,
the worse i feel.
everytime we talk about it,
我就觉得心好烦好烦.
i dont know how to respond to you anymore.
i felt like i have disappointed you in a way,
but i have made up my mind.
my heart always waver cus of you.
please dont do this to me...

it will never be the same.
you know, right?