river of tears.

im worried.
im afraid.
im at a loss.
im trying to deceive myself.

it hit me even harder after knowing details.
im seriously very affected.
to a point that i would breakdown any moment.

photographs,
reminded me of you.
people whom we both know,
reminded me of you.
everything,
reminded me of you.
tears never fails to fall at those thoughts.
but it just doesnt leave me.

sleepless nights..
thoughts running through my mind.
young, talented and filled with potential.
what more does he need to suffer?
for all people, why him?
...
life is so unfair.

my dear boy,
shall we face this fact together?
promise me you'll fight this battle strongly all the way,
cus we are all in with you.
♥

seriously extremely depressed.
yes i am.