swings.

i really got to get my priority right from no onwards.
im going to off my connection of internet whenever i study.
UT3 is next next week.
i got to chiong!

i feel so guilty!
firstly i lied to someone who i look upon to.
and i didnt turn up.
to make up for it,
i promised to go for both sessions next wednesday. (im so going to die)
secondly, i didnt study the whole day!
nothing at all!
my wednesday is just burnt like that.
crap.
so disappointed with myself.

im trying my best to control it,
but it somehow seemed worse than last time.
i wonder why...