口是心非

taking a break and letting everything out before i get back to studying.

so freaking demoralizing.
im really not expecting any improvements for my grade.
i didn't and do not have any confidence.
i questioned myself: was it because you were too tired? or was it because you are still not prepared?
i couldn't answer it.

people i saw in school on my way back home kept asking me how was it.
i replied it was fine, but it wasn't.
how else could i answer when people around said it was easier than before?

3 more papers to go.
hope it goes smoother than today's.