it left me nothing but tears.

so ultimately you still dont believe in me.

18 years..
you being biased,
i let it go.
you assuming things and wronging me,
i let it go.
this time round,
i cant bring myself to do so.
it was too much.

you acted like you understand and know everything,
when you know nothing at all.
right from the very beginning,
you were already of wrong frequency.
but i kept quiet.
i dont wish to quarrel.
and i could not hold it in anymore.

its the first time im putting in 101% effort,
but you see it as being not disciplined.
i was really working hard studying till 6am,
but you claimed i was doing my own stuff.
after 18 years,
you still cannot tell what kind of a person i am?
thanks,
i guess my existence was a mistake right from the very start.
i will bare that in mind.

没想到，在你眼中，我一直以来就是那么的一个人。