i feel choked.

a listening ear,
a wary eye,
a careful mouth,
is all i need.

im not a fool.
why cant you just let me go?
i have already made up my mind,
so dont bother persuading me.
that talk will definitely be useless.
it will just be a waste of time,
that i assure.

im tired of putting up with it.
im tired of putting up a facade smile.
im tired of acting like someone else other than myself.