im in need of self discipline.

i think it would be a great idea to turn off the internet on weekends.
i need to concentrate on studying.
i feel guilty for not studying today.
i feel like studying now, at this moment.
i hope i dont die tomorrow while studying.
and the best thing is i dont know what problems to study.

what is it like to live in a rural environment?
rearing cows and pigs are not what i have in mind though,
but it must be less stressful comparing to the fast paced city.
i want to go traveling!
i need a place where the pace is slower.

im watching the repeat telecast of vitamin now.